Where do we go from here?

So it seems that even if i care it doesn't matter to you anymore.  If i spend time with you and we talk you always get upset afterwards.  If i hang out and do fun stuff, it turns sour at the end.  Do you wanna be my friend? Do you want to be more than friends? Do you really want me to move on? and what does that mean?  Mao, is waiting at the end of the road...........shall I go down that road?

Everyone has the same thoughts your having at this age.  Everyone is thinking about the same things, but you seem to think your weird, crazy, obsessed, or perverted beyond what others are....i highly doubt it.  The rule is..have fun, be careful and don't go to far. We can all live within those rules.  Self discipline vs. self-destruction.

Enjoy life together.  C.C. is choosing life.......join me. Are you going to hide behind the mask forever?   Pretend I don't exist?  Keep your feelings hidden and secretative.    Take it off, say i don't give a f*ck what others say, tell everyone that the masquerade is over and that we are together.  We have nothing to hide or be afraid of and I am not ashamed.  I am not afraid to come out and tell the world.  But only if you are there with me....

I am ugly to others, stupid to most, very uninteresting or boring, unattractive or "too blonde" to bother with, odd, shy and such a push ove, basically nothing.........but to you, i am pretty, interesting, attractive and sexy.

According to you........i am a princess.

According to me.......You are a knight.

You make me smile and giggle and happy. Your face lights up a room.  Everyone loves your humor and your goofy personality. Your tall. Your sincere and loving.  Helpful. Your smart, funny, handsome, sexy, warm, affectionate, and the best thing that has every hung on my arm. 


i cry myself to sleep most nights wishing i was prettier, smarter, talkative, assertive, .........more attractive to guys.  I am just there.  According to you these things are wrong........and you convince me.

According to me, what you think about yourself is not true.  But you don't listen to me when I tell you differently.

i look at my phone looking for the good morning and i can't close my eyes at night if you have not said good night..........and i am thinking you think about me in the morning and you think about me at night.  according to me........thats a good thing.

just decide what lelouch wants and cc will be there.
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