Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Kurisu & Nikora
I will love you always. You are my black knight. I shall not fear the darkness anymore or fear to wake and face a new day, because you are there to protect me. I shall have you by my side forever.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Kurisu
Hi, my name is Nikora and since CC h has been really busy these past few months and the time has flown by I thought I should update CC's blog. Let's start hanging out in the garden.
I have been spending a lot of time with Kurisu these days. He hasn't done a lot of things that seem to be so normal for me and CC. We love eating lots of pizza, bowling, or doing things like going to the movies, shopping at the mall, and games!
Its a change from when I was hanging out with Lelouch and CC and it is very different than being around Suzaku. I can't really explain the difference but I seem so much calmer at the moment. I am happy for now being with Kurisu.
Kurisu is really quiet. I like that we have many things in common and have similar backgrounds. He gives me a lot of support and attention. He used to hang around Akimoto but now that Rolo is busy with her he has more time for me. YAY! Rolo has enough drama going on for all of us and it seems that we have weaved a fierce web between all of us. Arisu and Rolo are over! I am glad for that but I am not sure if Arisu is really happy.
It is so hard to tell these days and Tanaka is totally different than the rest of the group. Maybe they are really good for each other but Tomiko Inokuma seems to get restless and cause drama for Arisu, Akimoto, Rolo and me a lot more than one would think is normal.
The great news this week is that Milly has finally found someone! She seems so happy. I hope it lasts and that she enjoys spending time with Yutaka!!! Congrats Milly. I am so truely happy for you.
I doubt if anyone is even reading this story or understands it much anymore, but feel free to post and Lelouch if your still out there.......I watch from a distance.
I have been spending a lot of time with Kurisu these days. He hasn't done a lot of things that seem to be so normal for me and CC. We love eating lots of pizza, bowling, or doing things like going to the movies, shopping at the mall, and games!
Its a change from when I was hanging out with Lelouch and CC and it is very different than being around Suzaku. I can't really explain the difference but I seem so much calmer at the moment. I am happy for now being with Kurisu.
Kurisu is really quiet. I like that we have many things in common and have similar backgrounds. He gives me a lot of support and attention. He used to hang around Akimoto but now that Rolo is busy with her he has more time for me. YAY! Rolo has enough drama going on for all of us and it seems that we have weaved a fierce web between all of us. Arisu and Rolo are over! I am glad for that but I am not sure if Arisu is really happy.
It is so hard to tell these days and Tanaka is totally different than the rest of the group. Maybe they are really good for each other but Tomiko Inokuma seems to get restless and cause drama for Arisu, Akimoto, Rolo and me a lot more than one would think is normal.
The great news this week is that Milly has finally found someone! She seems so happy. I hope it lasts and that she enjoys spending time with Yutaka!!! Congrats Milly. I am so truely happy for you.
I doubt if anyone is even reading this story or understands it much anymore, but feel free to post and Lelouch if your still out there.......I watch from a distance.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Where do we go from here?
So it seems that even if i care it doesn't matter to you anymore. If i spend time with you and we talk you always get upset afterwards. If i hang out and do fun stuff, it turns sour at the end. Do you wanna be my friend? Do you want to be more than friends? Do you really want me to move on? and what does that mean? Mao, is waiting at the end of the road...........shall I go down that road?
Everyone has the same thoughts your having at this age. Everyone is thinking about the same things, but you seem to think your weird, crazy, obsessed, or perverted beyond what others are....i highly doubt it. The rule is..have fun, be careful and don't go to far. We can all live within those rules. Self discipline vs. self-destruction.
Enjoy life together. C.C. is choosing life.......join me. Are you going to hide behind the mask forever? Pretend I don't exist? Keep your feelings hidden and secretative. Take it off, say i don't give a f*ck what others say, tell everyone that the masquerade is over and that we are together. We have nothing to hide or be afraid of and I am not ashamed. I am not afraid to come out and tell the world. But only if you are there with me....
I am ugly to others, stupid to most, very uninteresting or boring, unattractive or "too blonde" to bother with, odd, shy and such a push ove, basically nothing.........but to you, i am pretty, interesting, attractive and sexy.
According to you........i am a princess.
According to me.......You are a knight.
You make me smile and giggle and happy. Your face lights up a room. Everyone loves your humor and your goofy personality. Your tall. Your sincere and loving. Helpful. Your smart, funny, handsome, sexy, warm, affectionate, and the best thing that has every hung on my arm.
i cry myself to sleep most nights wishing i was prettier, smarter, talkative, assertive, .........more attractive to guys. I am just there. According to you these things are wrong........and you convince me.
According to me, what you think about yourself is not true. But you don't listen to me when I tell you differently.
i look at my phone looking for the good morning and i can't close my eyes at night if you have not said good night..........and i am thinking you think about me in the morning and you think about me at night. according to me........thats a good thing.
just decide what lelouch wants and cc will be there.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRN8jPVeImM&NR=1
Everyone has the same thoughts your having at this age. Everyone is thinking about the same things, but you seem to think your weird, crazy, obsessed, or perverted beyond what others are....i highly doubt it. The rule is..have fun, be careful and don't go to far. We can all live within those rules. Self discipline vs. self-destruction.
Enjoy life together. C.C. is choosing life.......join me. Are you going to hide behind the mask forever? Pretend I don't exist? Keep your feelings hidden and secretative. Take it off, say i don't give a f*ck what others say, tell everyone that the masquerade is over and that we are together. We have nothing to hide or be afraid of and I am not ashamed. I am not afraid to come out and tell the world. But only if you are there with me....
I am ugly to others, stupid to most, very uninteresting or boring, unattractive or "too blonde" to bother with, odd, shy and such a push ove, basically nothing.........but to you, i am pretty, interesting, attractive and sexy.
According to you........i am a princess.
According to me.......You are a knight.
You make me smile and giggle and happy. Your face lights up a room. Everyone loves your humor and your goofy personality. Your tall. Your sincere and loving. Helpful. Your smart, funny, handsome, sexy, warm, affectionate, and the best thing that has every hung on my arm.
i cry myself to sleep most nights wishing i was prettier, smarter, talkative, assertive, .........more attractive to guys. I am just there. According to you these things are wrong........and you convince me.
According to me, what you think about yourself is not true. But you don't listen to me when I tell you differently.
i look at my phone looking for the good morning and i can't close my eyes at night if you have not said good night..........and i am thinking you think about me in the morning and you think about me at night. according to me........thats a good thing.
just decide what lelouch wants and cc will be there.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRN8jPVeImM&NR=1
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